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About Me Member General Fiction Writer Charley19/Female/São Tomé and Príncipe Recent Activity Deviant for 10 Months
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I love you enough to let you go.

Wed Oct 21, 2009, 4:17 PM
Do I?

:heart: :heart: :heart:

I shed my tears, changed my heart, replaced my memory... and still, Life without him is like a hole without its emptiness.

The phenomenality of it is that the hate isn't the only real thing- but that the hurt could be as phenomenal and soulsearing too.

I cut myself so deep that I didn't even bleed at all. I plunged the bloodied knife into his heart and realized a freaking an anomaly.

We're both so dead we no longer hurt. Not.

He tried to find me again.

But the sadness is growing day by day.

...

Do I, in the first place, even love him?

:cry: :cry: :cry:

  • Listening to: Lesley Roy
  • Reading: Aristotle
  • Watching: Transparent memories
  • Playing: Past, dead games
  • Eating: Myself
  • Drinking: You

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I'm not sane, I'm not normal, I'm not okay... NOT.

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  • Current Residence: The End of the World
  • Interests: Words, humans, nature, life, love
  • Favourite band or musician: Bright Eyes aka Conor Oberst
  • Favourite poet or writer: Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, Harry Hooton, Kevin Brooks
  • Personal Quote: We are all lying in the gutter, but some of us are looking up at stars.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, paper, color pencils, camera phone, laptop

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:icongreatfuzzyninja:
omg im your only watcher?

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Generl Donut: SERGEANT BACON WHAT DOES THE SCOUTER SAY ABOUT HIS LUST LEVEL Sergeant Bacon: ITS OVER THREE FUCKING THOUSAND!!!!!!!!!!! General Donut: WHAT THREE FUCKING THOUSAND????......yea that seems about right
:iconimnother:
Hmm. Apparently so. Haha. ;)

Thanks anyway.

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:icongreatfuzzyninja:
otay

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Generl Donut: SERGEANT BACON WHAT DOES THE SCOUTER SAY ABOUT HIS LUST LEVEL Sergeant Bacon: ITS OVER THREE FUCKING THOUSAND!!!!!!!!!!! General Donut: WHAT THREE FUCKING THOUSAND????......yea that seems about right
:iconimnother:
Just wanted to check whether my signature shows ;)

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Welcome on Deviantart! :hug:

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:iconimnother:
Thank you! I'm feeling so excited haha! :D
:iconpeanut-freak:
:D

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I did not turn back. I pressed on, and eventually passed over the border, beyond which lies a place that is wordless and cold, so cold that it, like mercury, burns a freezing blue flame

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